“Okay everyone, repeat: When did you go to New York?”
“When did you go to New York?” my class of 30 Korean students chimed, looking at the title of chapter 13. I then clicked on an animation where a blond character named Jenny skypes with her friend Jimin, and tells her about visiting the Statue of Liberty, Times Square, Central Park, the Empire State Building and watching “Cats” on Broadway. After asking a few comprehension questions, I showed the students photos of the famous landmarks online and located each one on Google Maps.
I shifted the map towards Brooklyn. “Hey, here’s where I went to college!” I told the students, zooming in on Pratt. Coincidentally, this chapter rolled in at the same time as Sandy, and I had been thinking about my own relationship with New York, my four years living in this diverse city, and how different my perception is compared to the Korean textbook’s.
Sure, I’ve seen all those famous landmarks, but I vividly remember living on the fourth floor of a apartment on Bedford Avenue with four roommates and a refrigerator stuffed with too many jars of jam. On my way to school, I would pass Crown Fried Chicken and rows of brownstones with old African American men sitting on their stoops smoking cigarettes and talking so loudly you could hear them halfway down the block. I would find solace in the darkroom, developing photographs in bins of chemicals under dim lighting, as well as the florescent-lit painting studio, where I would carry a bin of oil paints and turpentine and work until the hallways were completely silent. Sometimes, I would sit on a bench in Fort Greene Park and write in my journal, observing soccer games, tennis matches and white children in strollers led by foreign nannies.
I remember eating slices of pizza at Luigi’s, and meeting friends who got me. We would sit in the Pie Shop, talking for hours about art and boys we met at parties and fill soda bottles with vodka before going out at night. I remember climbing out the window of the fine arts building, stepping on rickety ladders, and entering a hidden cavern filled with graffiti. We watched students walk across campus and lights glittered in the distance as we hid in our secret dwelling. I posed, and my friend shot a roll of film, but the negatives came out black and opaque, as if we never entered.
I shot my own series of photographs for a traditional photography class junior year, capturing my friends and my surroundings four years ago at this exact same time. It was Halloween, or the days leading up to Halloween, and New York was not flooded and eerily dark. The streets were bright and the air was cool. We were 20 years old, and we were thinking about Halloween parties and art.
- Alison in the bathroom of our Bedford Ave. apartment.
- Early evening before Halloween, Bedford Ave. apartment.
- Looking in the bathroom mirror, Bedford Ave. apartment.
- Cat and Alison getting ready for the Halloween party in my room, Bedford Ave. apartment.
- Peru Ana Ana Peru street art in downtown Manhattan.
- Cat walking through Dumbo.
- A carousel in Dumbo, oddly out of place.
- Fresh food markets set up next to the waterfront, Dumbo.
- The dreamcatcher in my room, a gift from Cat.
-Text and photography by Sarah Shaw @ www.mappingwords.com. All rights reserved.






























2 comments
Celina says:
Jun 16, 2013
I found your blog by searching “young Korean club scene” or something of the sort, and after reading your post on booking clubs, I began going through all of your Korea posts. I read many of them and they’re fantastic, really. I’m moving to Korea in a few months. Many of my experiences will probably be very different because I am Korean and I’m moving there with my family, but I’ve never been there and sometimes I feel like I might as well be a blue eyed light haired white girl with my slight southern accent and abnormally large, non-Korean eyes. Anyways, reading your blog has been comforting me in a way, and this post in particular has given me a warm sort of feeling because I am going to be studying at Pratt next fall! I deferred my enrollment to have this opportunity to live in Korea this while. I don’t know. I felt I had to say something after I read this. You and your blog are fantastic. Thank you for existing.
Sarah Shaw says:
Jun 18, 2013
Celina,
Thank you so much for your wonderful message. This just made my day. ^^ I’m so happy that you can find inspiration and comfort through my writing, and comments like yours are part of the reason why I publish my writing publicly. Good luck in Korea and at Pratt! Don’t hesitate to email me if you have any questions.
Sarah